Waking to My Soul Purpose (or What I Know So Far)

I’ve been feeling this blog coming on for some time.  The desire to write is twofold: 1) to understand where I am in my awakening process and 2) to connect with others that are going through this now, even if you’re struggling.

I’ve felt the speeding up of time and the quickness of energy pulsating through my world.  While before I was being shown the direction that my life would take in my dreams and through messages from people and guides, I am now living in a new reality.  I’ve truly shifted.  I have hiccups where I can glimpse where I was before–fearful living and trapped by attachments–but these are seen by my higher self now as old versions of who I was.

How did I get here?

Though more is at work than I can truly know, this is what I know so far:

My higher self has taken possession of my body, mind, heart and soul and now they are all working as one.  I used to separate these aspects of myself.  I understood that higher self existed and tried to steer me in the right direction, but I lived in the duality of higher self and self (in actually this was my ego).  Higher self is running the show now.  Ego is there but more as a friendly sign-post to pay attention to my truest desires.

I’ve activated new chakras.  I’ve been working with chakras for about a year now.  (Learn more about chakras in general.  Learn about the new chakras.)  I learned to balance them.  To see and manifest my reality with my chakras.  Quite magically, I started to notice a shift in the color spectrum in my chakra meditations.  They went from rainbow colors to more translucent, white and golden colors.  Through research and guidance, I learned that I am now working with the high heart (or thymus chakra) and several above the crown of the head.

Living with the new chakras took some time to understand.  I’ve had to relearn how to balance my body with my everyday actions.  I’ve learned I need to speak and act in truth in all that I do.  (Otherwise, I end up with a constricting blockage in my throat.)  Just getting by with my words and intentions simply doesn’t work anymore.  My words come from my heart, where unconditional love (not of the personal kind but from the cosmos) is expanding within me.

At the moment, I’ve been noticing that there’s a new energy in and around my third eye as well.  My intuition tells me that this is a new level of awareness that I’m about to gain–where my heart, communication and wisdom will align.  This will unfold for me another piece of the puzzle of my purpose and divinity.

My purpose is deeper and more complex than I originally understood.  About a year ago, when I was first jolted into this awakening space, I perceived my purpose from an old worldview (or 3D world, if you want to know more about this, comment, and I’ll post some links).  I was still stuck in ‘what’ I can do to feel more myself in the old world.

I’ve learned through intuition and guidance that there’s no point to waste effort in these areas now.  As a planet and humanity, we are in a holding pattern where we are to understand our true soul purpose and mission in life.  Work with the tools that we are gifted and to bring love and light into the world in all that we do.  As we do this, our soul purpose is revealed because we are living in the truth of who we are (who we all are).  This is crisp, pure, clean, powerfully living.

I feel that the whole puzzle is only a few pieces away.  I’m no longer anxious to know everything because what I do know is that I have a very powerful mission in this life.  I know it involves supporting others to awaken to their purpose.  I know it involves global transformation and honoring the beauty and love of this planet.  I know that I chose to be here during this very spiritual time in the history of humanity because I’m needed.  With this I am content.

The last thing I know so far is that everything has shifted.  My thoughts become reality; love grows and expands everyday; the light and peace in my heart connects to everyone around me; there is nothing to fear and joy is the new status quo.

I also know that this isn’t easy for most people.  For those living in the old, hanging onto old thoughts of what’s real and desirable, there is a lot of suffering.  Our institutions, leaders, schools, parents, friends, our ego, etc. have led us astray.  To be liberated from this suffering will require great commitment and faith in oneself.

My advice is to look inside, and ask yourself what do I know so far?  Make a list, write a narrative or talk to a friend.  Start from here and you will begin to live where the light of truth shines.  It will grow.  Before you know it, you’ll be in a beautiful place that you’ve known forever deep in your soul.

Let me know when you arrive, and I’ll met you there.