I’m coming to understand so many things about this wonderful journey as a spiritual being (living as a human). One thing is that our spoken words are so limited to explain what we experience. So, bare with me as I attempt to download what it is that I’m learning, knowing that the written language is not equipped to carry this message. I just might resort to formulas, symbols and prose. No wonder the mystics used poetry to explain the universe. In the past, that was the only way to get around our restrictive communication abilities.
But now things are different.
Where to begin…
Many of us have experienced ‘knowing’ how a person is feeling before they’ve said a word. What if your life began to feel that way all the time? You knew the essence of the next moment, the next phase of your life? You understood who stands with you and who walks alone shielded in their own private space of fear? And what if you fully understood why you fell in love with someone?
I’ve landed in this place. It’s as if I woke up one morning and realized I’ve been in a play. The actors have taken off their masks and sat me down and explained to me why we are in this theater together. At first I felt so humbled that we were one and purposeful together. But then, there was disappointment. So, that’s it? Should we just close the theater and go home and watch TV?
Having all the answers, as much as we think we want to know them, only opens up a new door. I’m now asking, but why?
As soon as I asked my higher self (and the whole crew that’s with me, my guides and angelic beings), a new opening appeared. From a place of true love, or unconditional love (which has been made by choice, i.e., our souls have chosen to be here and support one another on this journey together), our veils come down. We find that we are standing in the truth of who we are. It is here that we touch purity.
When we finally decide to end the ego games and let go of the fear of human existence, we know that we carry within us a translucent purity. At first it’s just a spark, but I’ve realized how powerful it is. Because it is this space, this energy, this consciousness–however it speaks to you–that expansion of your divinity can happen.
Life is about creating these moments. Imagine a crystal clear lake inside of you–it’s light, airy, serene and wants to fill every one of your cells. This is pure life in you. This is what the yogis teach as prana or the Christians call the holy spirit. Our souls crave to know this within ourselves, to connect with it within another and ultimately, to create this in our external world.
Notice when this awakens in your life. It might be in your marriage when a particular conversation shows you the love your spouse has for you or you for them. It might be when your child walks into the room and the atmosphere shifts entirely to lightness and joy. It might be when you are running in nature and you drink the air and can’t imagine any greater happiness. Or maybe it just happens without a trigger. You feel a sort of random joy.
This is it! This is the point. I’m seeing that as I open to more of these moments in my life, they come more often, and people who are ready for them come to me. I believe that our souls are actually communicating to each other. They are saying,
“Show him.”
“Let her see how beautiful she is.”
We can only understand this as ‘the point’ when we are truly ready. Otherwise, we see no utility in such moments. There is no marketing angle to this; there is no story to tell; there is no real ‘accomplishment’ to feel good about.
But we gladly give this all up for the knowledge that we know ourselves, know our family and know our divinity.
I believe that it is at ‘this point’ that we close the theater and get on with the real world.
